Strikes, more Strikes, and Travel

I don’t even know where to start, it’s been so long since my last update—but if I don’t do it now, it’s never going to happen. Readers digest version of the last part of my Fall semester:

The Wednesday after I got back from Greece, I headed to my class at the university to find that the students who had been occupying the building and handing out information in opposition to a new law about university reform in the works had taken things a step further and were now going on strike and blocking the university. They pulled chairs and desks out of classrooms and into hallways and blocked the doors that they could. I found my professor (smoking outside, of course) and asked him what I should do with the paper I was supposed to turn in that day, dropped it off to the department secretary, and headed off.
The next morning when I tried to go to my history class, it was the same situation. And then the next week. And the next. The week after, I gave up on making the trip across town just to turn right back around, but I didn’t miss anything. Two weeks ago, classes had theoretically started again. Monday, on our way to translation, we ran into a group of American students from the earlier class, telling us to give up and go home. Some of the students on strike had come into their classroom while they were having class, and pulled their desks and chairs away from underneath them. They then proceeded to occupy the building, making as much noise as possible to prevent any classes from taking place. I hung out and observed for a while… then went home. Thursday, I went to class, but since there wereless than 20 students out of a lecture of a couple hundred, the professor decided not to have class.
This week, our last week, I finally had my classes again, but it was pointless. In my comparative literature class, we had met 4 times (4 weeks), and not met for 7, taking into account that the professor was gone for a meeting the week before fall break. We had only discussed one book out of the four we were going to read. This week we breezed through one more and started on the third… Thankfully, for each of these classes my grade was based on only one assignment, which I managed to get and turn in without too much trouble (and I passed, woohoo!).

Outside one of my lecture halls, décor à la strike

In the meantime, I still had my two classes at the IES center, except for that one time the transportation workers were on strike and my professor couldn’t get a train to come into town. Oh yes. And I ended up missing my Friday class two weeks in a row because of fantastic adventures…what can you do? Thanksgiving week, I headed to Florence to visit Ali, one of my best friends, who’s studying there for the semester. She even saved me a plate of Thanksgiving dinner from her school’s potluck :-) We went to Siena for a day (beautiful), hung out in Florence, ate pizza and pasta and gelato and had some cappucinos, and went to Pisa and took some silly pictures with the tower. Italy was beautiful, and it was so nice to see Ali and see her mad Italian skills, and to pretend to speak Italian myself as well. It was wonderful, and I survived all the traveling by myself with no problems.

Ali and I, and some more off-season tourists in front of the Ponte Vecchio in FlorenceYou all know what it is... doesn't it look fake?

I got back Sunday night, then worked like mad Monday through Wednesday to turn in two papers (aka, the majority of my work for this semester), and then left bright and early Thursday morning to head to Stockholm with a friend from IES. We had talked early in the semester about wanted to go to Sweden, and we found round trip plane tickets for less than 30 euros total, so we had to do it. (fine print: the airports were for low-cost airlines, so we had to take a bus from Paris to the airport and then the airport to actual Stockholm, each of which cost more than the one-way plane trips, and we had to take a train to Paris just to get there…the tickets for which I bought twice because the first ones didn’t come in the mail on time… oh yeah, there was a post office strike as well… but it was still a good deal). We were scheduled to land at around 4:30 pm, and I’ll never forget looking out the plane window when we started descending and seeing city lights from above and asking, “um, why is it nighttime out there?” Needless to say, by the time we landed it may as well have been the middle of the night. We caught our bus, got to the train station, bought transportation passes, and traveled to and found our hotel with almost no difficulty. (Swedish for travelers = English. We only met one person who didn’t seem to be completely fluent). Our hotel was lovely; we stayed in a “quick-sleep” room on the inside, with a bunk-bed and no windows, which had a flat-screen TV nonetheless. The only downside was the shared restroom facility, with locker room-style communal showers and no curtains to speak of. We managed to work in a shower a piece by going at off hours and blocking the door for the other person…haha. We also went in the sauna, which was nice.

The Vassa-- a Swedish warship from the XVII century that sunk and was discovered and brought to the surface 50 or so years ago

A Christmas market in old-town Stockholm

Stockholm by ... afternoon

I loved Stockholm, it’s a really gorgeous city, really clean… It was cold, but dry for the most part with the exception of one night (when we decided to take random busses around town with our transportation pass, then the wind broke my umbrella…) We left our hotel before 8 am Sunday morning to catch the train to the central station, and caught our bus to the airport, got on our plane, and about an hour after started experiencing some serious turbulence, which continued for at least an hour. My first time on record getting motion sickness on an airplane. The pilot announced a couple hours into the normally 2 and a half hour flight that we weren’t going to be able to land in Paris because the wind on the runway was too strong for our aircraft, so we got diverted to Lille – in northern France. We landed 45 minutes late, about 2 and a half hour drive away from our original destination, which still wasn’t even central Paris. Needless to say, we missed our train back to Nantes by a longshot. The airline bussed us to the airport in the boondocks, where we took another bus to Paris, where we took the metro to the train station, where I bought my third train ticket for the return trip from Paris to Nantes, for a later train because it was a bit cheaper, and I ended up home at about 1 am. We never even got to eat lunch. I think my travels that day deserve to be re-stated:

Train (hotel to central station)
Bus (to the airport)
Plane (to…Lille)
Bus (Lille to airport)
Bus (airport to Paris)
Metro (bus station to train station)
Train (to Nantes)
Tram (to the night bus station)
Bus (to my house)

Oy.

Fast forward to the present: I had two finals Friday and have another on Tuesday, then Friday I’m headed home for Christmas :-) It's hard to believe the semester is basically over already. It feels like the day I got here was forever ago, but it went by really fast at the same time.

I’ll come back to Nantes January 8th, and then who knows… classes don’t start again until the 21st.
Good luck with exams (if you have them), safe travels, and Joyeux Noël!

Athènes

I'm back from Greece, safe and sound... and I had a great time.

I miss the food and warm weather already!

We had a couple adventures getting there-- I took the train by myself (but ended up sitting right next to a girl from my program) Tuesday night and met my friends in the train station. From there we had planned on taking the metro to the airport and trying to sleep there a little bit, since our flight left at 6 the next morning. We bought our tickets and got on the metro, but when we got to our connection to the airport, it was blocked off. Apparently it closes at 23h00. There was another person standing in front of the gate with a couple suitcases, looking confused, and when we figured out that we were all in the same situation we decided to leave the station and try to work on it together.

We asked a woman in the station what bus(es) we could take to get to the airport, and in the Parisien tradition of customer service she replied that there were "no buses" and was done with the conversation. However, the other stranded traveler had a bus map that looked like it was possible, so we decided to try anyways. Our friend, who was from Brazil and was traveling in between a German program in Germany and a medical program in Serbia, spoke English and was good company to have while taking buses around the outskirts of Paris in the middle of the night. He watched out for us and also showed us some pictures from his travels.

As it turns out, the buses did work, and we arrived at the airport a little after midnight. We found some benches and soon after realized that is was FREEZING. Apparently they keep it cold so that homeless people don't sleep there... and I couldn't sleep either, even after putting on the majority of clothes I had packed. Needless to say, when we got on the plane the next morning, I was unconscious before takeoff.

3 hours later we were in Athens! We took the tram to get to our station closest to our hotel, got off, and promptly got lost. We walked around in circles for a bit before walking into another hotel and asking for help. Greek people were extremely friendly the whole time we were there and it seemed like everyone spoke English.

My first impressions of Athens weren't the greatest...basically, it looked old and dirty. When we walked around later that day, though, we discovered the Plaka, a touristy area below the Acropolis that was really cute. I had some Moussaka (yum) and we headed back to the hotel early since we were all exhausted.

The next morning we got up and headed to the Acropolis. It's really impressive and up on a hill in the middle of Athens, in sharp contrast to the city below. We got in for free (there and everywhere else) with our Université de Nantes id's, which was really nice. European Union students get in for free, but other students only get a discount, so it was weird saying "We're from France" everytime, especially since there were a lot of Americans around (we really are very, very easy to identify abroad). We ran into the two other girls from our program who went to Athens for the break, and exchanged info to be able to meet up with them later.

On the steps of the Theatre of Dionysus

Odean of Herodes Atticus

The Parthenon

Then we walked back down and headed to the Agora. I really liked it there because you could just walk around explore the ruins, and the more restored buildings were really nice as well.

Stoa (of Attalos?)

Temple of Hephaestus/Theseion

Our last day in Athens we got up and went to the National Archeological Museum, which was actually really interesting but we didn't have enough time to see everything. Then we had signed up for a tour to see the Temple of Poseidon at Cape Sounion. I had my doubts, but it was definitely worth the price if just for the opportunity to drive along the coast--it was beautiful. The temple is really picturesque and the sky and the ocean were amazing... sigh.

Poseidon (in the National Archeological Museum)

His temple

My lovely travel companions and I :)

That night we met up with the other girls from our program, and went out to a fabulous dinner in the Gazi district, which was amazing. It was really pretty with a view of the Acropolis in the background, lots of really cute cafés and restaurants and bars and atmosphere and people.

Saturday morning we got up to catch our flight back to Paris. We were all pretty tired, so we hung out in our hostel for a bit, and then I decided to walk around by myself for a while. I saw the Panthéon (from the outside), Notre Dame, the Seine... I finally had to head back because I had to go to the bathroom!

The next morning we went and saw the Catacombs (really creepy... I read somewhere that there's about 7 million people's bones down there??) and the Musée d'Orsay, which was free because it was the first Sunday of the month. I loved it.

Lessons learned:

• Guidebooks are worth the investment. I would have liked to have known a little bit more about a lot of the places we saw, and also had more information about what to see, how to see it, etc.
• Talk with all of your travel companions before departure and have a general idea of what you want to do and how

All in all I had a great time. Hopefully I'll be able to go visit the Greek islands at some point!

A speedy update: more pictures, less words

My favorite bad English translation to date, found on a menu in a touristy area: "fine believed ox sections"? What on earth??

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I leave tomorrow evening for Paris... then Wednesday morning I'll be in Athens! (Sometimes, the question is really "why not?"). It's our fall break, so I'm going with two girls from my program and we're making the most of it. I's a little crazy going to a country where I don't speak the language, with no real plans-- I'm sure it will be an adventure. I'll be sure to let you know how it goes and post some pictures when I get back.

Sorry it's been a while-- here are a few of my experiences from the last month or so:

• Going to a French wedding with my host family
• Having French people ask me, during conversation club, what to see in Paris (they’d never been there)
• Eating my first sandwich with French fries on it (always called “American” sandwiches)… I ordered mine rather unintentionally.
• Experiencing the effects of the equivalent of 2 glasses of wine and champagne within an hour, on an empty stomach… during a wine tasting event organized by my study abroad program (IES)
• Being forced into a piano duel with a slightly inebriated dinner guest
• Seeing my first French movie in a French movie theater
• Discovering I can here the soccer games played in Nantes from by bedroom window
• Going to a Harry Potter release party (for the French version), being “sorted” into Slytherin (“Serpentard”) for a trivia game in which I was useless, and then translating questions into English for a group of non-French speaking Chinese exchange students during round 2
• Seeing 5 chateaux during a trip to the Loire Valley (including Leonardo da Vinci’s grave):

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And something I found entertaining, in case you wondered if Halloween exists in France-- we translated this into French in my translation class. It's from a book called Sixty-Million Frenchman Can’t Be Wrong (Why We Love France But Not the French):

Halloween is only a few years old in France. It’s not an easy custom to adapt, partly because French urban structures don’t lend themselves well to trick or treating. Kids would need to know the four-number digicode of many buildings just to get through the door to ring doorbells and there aren’t many front porches for people to decorate. In Honfleur, local authorities found a way to surmount these logistical obstacles. They organized a Halloween parade so local children could trick or treat en masse in the cafés and shops along the port.
People, or course, draw on the models they already have—Halloween in Honfleur looked and sounded lore like a labor strike than the traditional children’s ritual we are accustomed to. The Honfleur children marched in a crowd between police cruisers, their little fists raised, chanting, “We want candies! We want candies!” And what did they do as they proceeded along the port? They actually stormed all the restaurants and boutiques in their path ordering merchants to hand over the goods. We were stunned to see this hostile pack of rampaging ghosts and ghouls, but when we thought about it, it made sense. Begging for candy—even pretend begging—isn’t very noble, especially in a county where there’s no tradition of philanthropy. People draw on the models they have. Demanding candy via a legally recognized, police escorted manifestation made more sense to the French, even when they were just having fun.

So much for trying to teach an old country new tricks.

Happy Halloween :)

Wake Me Up When September Ends… Oh Wait

A panoramic view from Mont St. Michel

It’s really hard to believe that September is over and that I’ve been gone for a month. And at the same time, it seems like I’ve been here for longer than that. At this point, I’m glad I’m staying all year, because I don’t feel too rushed for traveling or anything else (like, for example, improving my French).

One month without a microwave. I noticed that a couple days ago: although there is one in the kitchen, I haven’t used or seen a microwave being used since I’ve been here-- which is a remarkable enough change from my life at home or at school. So many things are different: for example, the existence of free time. One of my challenges here has been learning how to fill my days, because out of 6 classes, 4 are once a week, and another is twice in one day. Sundays are tricky because the buses don’t run as often, everything is closed, and yesterday it sprinkled on and off which brought an end to my walking, sitting, and reading in a park plan (and relocated the last two to my room). Next Sunday I’ll look at the bus schedule and plan on meeting people for lunch.

A general theme of my life here thus far has been learning from my mistakes—everything from ordering 3 crepes (the "student deal") is way too many, to don’t miss the night bus at 11:30 because it won’t come back for an hour (and once you get on it at 12:30, stand right at the door before your stop in case the bus driver doesn’t let you off… oh yes. that happened), to take your keys every single time you leave the house…

Speaking of which, I got to do a little bit of traveling around the area the past couple weekends: last weekend, my host mother took me to their vacation home on the coast, in Croisic. We also went to La Baule, a famous beach around here, and Guérande, a walled city from medieval times. I had a good time but I felt bad because I was really quiet and, I’m sure, a little bit boring for most of the weekend. After I got there I learned that my host mom (aka: my ride) wasn’t going to be going back until Monday afternoon, so we started asking if anyone knew anyone who was headed back into town Sunday night, and I ended up catching a ride with a family friend’s son and his friends… let’s just say my French has never been worse. It was fun though, we plugged in my ipod (“eepud”) to listen to some “American music,” and I told them that yes, it is a myth that everyone in California surfs. Also, I didn’t have my keys, so we had to make sure someone was home waiting for me. When I got there, my host dad opened the door, and asked where I was coming from, and then how I got there, and I …didn’t know! “um… with 3 boys?” Good times. (Names: not important here. At least, not as important when you’re first meeting someone, which is probably part of the reason why starting conversations is so difficult)

My family's 3-story "maison secondaire"

The beach nearby

Yesterday I went to Mont St. Michel and Saint Malo with IES, and it was great even though I’ve been to both of those places before. It was strangely familiar (“I have a picture of myself sitting right there!”) and weird to process that it was now a day trip for me to go there. Some pictures:

Mont St. Michel... oh la la

Saint Malo

Other than that, all my classes have officially started: the university courses will be an adventure, but at least I understand the professors for the most part. My knowledge of history is not really where it needs to be to fully understand what’s happening in the history class, but I’m keeping a running list of things I need to wikipedia;)

Meeting French people is very difficult, and I’ve had a few related adventures (other than the awkward car ride), including, but not limited to: the most painful lunch of my entire life, a very middle-school-dance-esque soirée to meet the students of a nearby engineering school, and a soirée for international students at the university, where it was still next to impossible to start a conversation:

Me: “bonsoir!”
French girls: “bonsoir!”
smiles, silence
French girls: exit, stage left

I was probably there for a couple hours, and I spent the whole evening with 2 people: a German girl I forced myself to go up and talk to, who didn’t seem comfortable with it at first but then stayed with me the whole evening, and a French student who approached me, after seeing me fill out a basic information form, with the opener: “So I see that you speak more than one language!”

Um, hi, I’m a foreign student (complete with yellow bracelet labeling me as such) and I speak French and my native language; the absolute minimum of anyone in the room. But hey, it was something, and we started talking. I'll take what I can get right now:)

Time to start another week-- more updates soon. Hope everyone is doing well:)

comment dit-on "awkward"?

Living in a foreign country has thus far resulted in an endless stream of silly mistakes and awkward/uncomfortable situations... I am currently upstairs in the computer room hiding from our dinner guests... we had 2 last night, and an additional 2 tonight, and I couldn't tell you another time I've been so uncomfortable for such an extended period-- I just don't know what to do with myself!



Classes started this week, except that 3 out of my six are at the university and don't start until next week (which no one told us, so we showed up at the university to find an empty classroom and then wandered around various buildings looking for something telling us if the class had been moved/cancelled/etc... oy). My 3 classes at the program center have been fine so far: I'm taking a French class, The Palestinian question, and the Construction of a European Union. I'm not taking any business classes because I won't get any credit for my business major at home, so I'm taking advantage of the year to fill some gaps in my education. The last two classes are definitely highlighting some impressive holes in my knowledge base...



Professor: When was the Roman empire? What dates?

Us: [blinking noises]



... a few minutes later...



Professor: Who was the leader of (insert country/important movement here) at this time?

Us: [cricket noises]



At one point, the professor of the Palestine course was looking at a map with us and pointing out countries that, in her experience, Americans never hear about, and she was remarkably accurate (wait... that's a country??!). It's embarassing at times, but I'm excited to learn. I'm also going to be taking a contemporary history course at the university, which should be an experience.



Anyways, the delay in classes starting has left me with an awkardly open schedule: yesterday I had class from 9-10 and then again at 5:30 pm, and today I had... nothing. I went to a university restaurant for lunch and then wandered aimlessly around the city (which started rather unintentionally because I got on a bus going in the wrong direction) until I called and met up with a friend... and then we wandered around the city, shopped, and people watched together.



Eventually I made my way back to the house, at which point the real awkwardness began. I went downstairs because didn't want to hide out in my room while guests were over, but then the guests went out on some sort of errand and I was told there was nothing I could do to help with dinner preparations, so I went upstairs.



When the doorbell rang and even more guests arrived, I figured I should go back down and present myself, so I did, and then they wandered off into the backyard, so I sat down in the living room where the tv happened to be on, to wait. My host dad came in a few minutes later and informed me that it's extremely mal élevé (which means something like badly raised, but with more weight) to watch tv while there are guests in the house, so I followed him out to the backyard, and then silently back into the living room, then began the always awkard french pre-dinner apéritif ritual, with a bonus of "and what exactly is this charming young lady doing here?" followed by a:

"well, why don't you explain Lindsay, and you can practice your French!" which I was somehow completely unprepared for:

(um, I go to university! I'm studying French and... other things.... um... [attempt at a charming smile])

"oh, she speaks very well! [slight pause]. Anyways, the other day..."



By the way, older French people unaccustomed to interactions with Americans simply cannot say my name. One of the guests starting calling me "Elsa" and must be wondering why she had such a terrible time pronouncing it last night. Also: Sacramento is not a sufficient reference point for where exactly in California I am from-- "oh, that's by Las Vegas!" "uh....well...."



Also, the other day my host mom overheard me stumbling through a rusy version of Chopin's "minute waltz" on their piano and now proudly proclaims to everyone that I am a virtuouse, resulting in their disappointment in my reluctance to "give a concert"-- which I am assuming is a lesser evil than the combination of their disappointment and my embarassment if I DID attempt a concert.



Throw in a spilled serving of chicken, the dropping-in-the-dish of a couple serving spoons, and awkard references to the U.S. followed by looks in my direction ("comme en Amérique, non?") and you have my evening.



And now I'm afraid to leave this room for fear of awkard hallway encounters (the guests have made their way back upstairs and are right across the hall from where I am now, and I told them I was going to bed hours ago).



You gotta love it:)

morning after update: I walked in on an elderly male guest in the salle de bains this morning. Oh yes. Fortunately, he was completely dressed, and nice about the whole thing.

Better late than never

I’m officially here now, and have been for a while (sorry about the lag in updating)… France, the land of McDonalds, Subway, and Pizza Hut—oh wait, those just happen to be here…
France, the land of boulangeries and people carrying their baguettes under their arms after work, the land of 2 hour lunches and 35 hour work weeks, a country where women can be (and are) beautiful at any age.

A side view of the Chateau de Suscinio, one that we visited during an orientation in the Brittany region.

A typical street in Vannes (where we stayed for orientation).

Me being hardcore during my first time on a bike since middle school, on the Ile-aux-Moines.

These first couple weeks have been about getting used to changes, both big and small. There’s a lot of tiny things that start to add up: for example, there’s the “salle de bain,” and then “les toilettes”—the toilet is not in the same room as the shower. Fortunately, I had experienced this during a previous trip to France. Other things, like keeping the bathroom door shut, and door handles in the middle of doors, take a little getting used to.

One of the bigger surprises for me so far has been water. My mom probably drinks way more than the recommended 8 glasses per day, and I’ve been encouraged to drink more water since before I can remember. I come from the land of Nalgene bottles, where everyone always has their own personal water supply with them and a bathroom is always close by.
When I landed in Paris, I looked for a bathroom right away. In each of the 3 American airports I had been in a few days previously, bathrooms were located within sight of one another. In Paris, this was not the case. I ended up getting my bags, going through customs, and walking for quite a while until I found a tiny 2-stall bathroom where I had to leave my bags outside. During the next few days, I discovered why: they don’t need bathrooms because they never drink any water! I don’t know that I’ve seen a single French person with a water bottle. I don’t know if they ever drink directly out of water bottles, because if you order a bottle of water in a café it comes with a plastic cup.
Also: I was so busy during my sophomore year that I got used to eating extremely fast, and I spent all summer telling myself that I needed to slow down or I was going to look like a crazy person at the dinner table in France. In reality, I’ve found that I have a hard time keeping up, and I’ve heard similar stories from quite a few of the other American students.
Speaking of food: I’ve been eating very well here, but it’s definitely different than at home. Breakfast is not an important meal in France, and I get my choice of bread and jams and/or cereal, and coffee (the coffee mug is considerably larger than the bowl and in the middle of the place setting, which confused me terribly the first morning). The milk is different: I think it must either be whole milk or somehow more than whole milk… the bottle I’ve been using doesn’t expire until mid-November, and it only needs to be stored in “a cool place”. Lunch changes a lot—I think I’ll eventually end up buying some food and storing it somewhere, but during our busy orientation schedules I’ve been picking up sandwiches and the like at various places around town. There are also several student cafeterias around town where I can get a good amount of food at a decent price, which I’ll probably start going to much more often starting next week. Dinner has multiple courses: the entrée (not the main dish), the main dish with a salad during or after, the cheese course, and then dessert. I have wine every night if I want it, and often the choice of an aperitif (pre-dinner drink).

I live in Nantes (as in “Edict of,” for any history buffs: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Edict_of_nantes), in the Loire-Atlantique department of northwestern France. Nantes, with a population of about 790,000 is currently the 6th largest city in France. Nantes is a sister city with Seattle and Jacksonville. The author Jules Verne was born here. Nantes was occupied by the Germans during WWII, and I learned that members of one of my professor’s families died under American bombs here in Nantes. Just yesterday I visited a 15th century cathedral whose stained glass windows were also destroyed by American bombs… strange to think about.

During the past two weeks I’ve not only been adjusting to speaking French, living with a French family and eating French food, but also to living in a city. I live about a 30 minute journey from where I need to be during the day, so I have to take the bus everyday. I got lost the first time I tried to find my way back to the right bus stop on my own. Here, I’ve learned that I really have no sense of direction. I’m also picking up on the urban art of starting to cross the street before the little walking guy lights up (but the traffic lights here are almost hidden!).

My host family has been wonderful so far. I live with a couple with 7 grown children collectively, the youngest of whom is 21 and is home on the weekends. They’re very nice and above all they have great senses of humor and seem to enjoy life: I like being around them, even though I’m just listening most of the time.

My classes start Monday: for the moment I’m signed up for 3 at the program center (with American students, but still all in French) and 3 at the Université de Nantes. The Université de Nantes is the second largest university in France, with approximately 32000 students (more than 16 times the size of my college in the States). We’ll see how that goes.

I’ll cut myself off here at the moment—let me know if you have any questions (really, I’ll be happy to ramble on even further about anything with you)!

p.s. I loved Boston (just not the airport).

My friend Malia and I enjoying some fabulous Cannoli, sitting on the other side of the Atlantic.

Counting Down... "Are you excited?"

Hello everyone :)

In less then 48 hours I'll be up, up, and away...
I'm visiting a friend from school in Boston for the weekend, and then I'm off to France to study for the year. It still hasn't completely sunk in, to be honest, or I don't know what kind of mental state I'd be in right now. As in any situation with a deadline, I've been putting things like cleaning my room and putting this blog together off to the last minute -- there's no craft I've perfected more than the art of procrastination (coping mechanism?). A part of me, at least, is aware that I'm leaving: part of said procrastination involves the simultaneous readings of three separate books on French and French culture, depending on which one I'm closer to when faced with a less appealing task. Each is full of different potential cultural misunderstandings or linguistic blunders.

Everyone's favorite question for me right now is, "Are you excited?!" I think, judging by their disappointment following my uncertain pause, that most of them are expecting an immediate and enthusiastic affirmative --but it's a complicated question. Yes. No. Sort of. The best ways I can explain how I'm feeling are that a) I've been planning on and working for this for a long long time and there are still things that need to be done to occupy my mind, and b) I know full well that it's going to be hard for me -- at least parts of it. It's hard for me to be giddy and excited when I know that it will be challenging as well as wonderful and fun. I don't know anyone going. I haven't spoken any French for three months, and next week I'm moving in with a French family and soon after will be starting classes, all in French, all in a culture more foreign than many people realize. However, I think I'm just about as ready as I'll ever be, and I know that I want (and have always wanted) to do this. I'm excited. I'm scared. I'm nervous.

I'm going.

I'm going to do my best to keep this updated with pictures and stories to let you all know how I'm doing. Keep in touch!